You know what I want right now?
*TRIGGER WARNING. *
….I want a blade. I want to tear my skin open and watch the blood pour out. I wanna feel the relief. I want to watch myself drown in my own blood and tears. Drip. Drip. Drip. I don’t want these emotions building up inside of me. I need the comfort of a blade. desperately.
asdfghjkl. don’t cut don’t cut don’t cut don’t cut don’t cut don’t cutFuck that was really triggering. Uhh I haven’t done it in a few days.
10037.) I have no self-confidence. I lack self-esteem. I’m very self conscious. I rarely find anything nice to say about myself. I have too many insecurities.
